9/17/2004 11:32:00 PM

hmm.... juz woke up not long ago.... finally a day wif more than 6 hrs of slp... feeling kinda fresh.... hope today will be a better day!! okie... shall tok abt wat i've done the whole wk.... bascially its quite boring...
mon: went fun bowl n facial wif june.... at nite send him back to camp.... den went for supper n saw jas at bt timah.... reach home at abt 3 plus 4 am....
tues: woke up at 830am....went to sch to study wif classmates.... came home for dinner.... went for tuition... den went out at 10pm like dat.... to clementi 1st to pick him up... den to west coast park... sat there for 10 min den send him back... den went bt timah fetch kor... send him home... den went je for ktv session!! after ktv went jurong area to haf supper... reach home at abt 5plus am..... slpt at 6plus coz hafta do report....
wed: woke up at abt 10am... den went to meet him for lunch... den went to help him pack his bag... slack the whole day at his place... came home at 9plus pm to get car... send him to airport at abt 11plus pm.... pei him at the airport until 2plus am.... den went to zouk to pick harn n sophie.... send harn home... drop off sophie at bb... den reach home abt 4am... slpt at 7plus coz doing report.....
thurs: woke up at 11am.... went for lunch wif mummy... went to meet jc frenz for ktv session.... crap crap crap until 1130pm... ask vin to come fetch me in town... den went for supper wif him.... reach home at abt 2am... slpt at 3plus 4... coz doing report... n no longer can tahan anymore....
fri: woke up at 8plus to do report..... 10 plus went to eat breakfast wif mummy... came back to do report again... completed my report at 1 like dat... den went to sch to study.... study until 7 plus den came home.... feeling so sian n bored... den went out at 11pm to town wif vin... wanted to catch a movie but too late le.... den went to eat at swensens... den drove arnd n drove to east coast... sat there tok cok for quite some time... den went to pasir panjang to haf drink.... den went home... reach home at 4plus..... slpt at 5 like dat....
sat: woke up at 12... cool ah.... den slacking now... later going pasir ris for cousin's 1 yr old bday... evening time to liang's place for steamboat gathering... dun think will be coming home tonite... ahhahaha
think i'm too happening this whole wk liao... yet i dun feel happy.... y?? i dunno.....

9/17/2004 08:02:00 AM

haiz.... fri nite.... n i'm at home slacking.... wat is the world coming to.... y i dun haf any program on a fri nite??? haiz.... so sad lor... n it feels kinda weird to be home so early..... the past few days was like i will onli reach home like 5am??? ahhhh!!!!!! i wanna go out!!!! but there's nowhere for me to go... n i feel shag.... think the whole wk i slpt for a total of less than 20hrs.... oh man... i tot i was a pig... or maybe i've changed from pig to nite owl?? ohh crap... dun even noe wat the hell i'm toking abt.... i feel so shag... yet i wanna go out... dun like to stay at home.. makes me think alot.... maybe i'm running away from reality.... but i juz dun wanna face the matter.... haiz... am i realli happy??? i dun even noe.... ARRRGGGHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!! i needa chill....... realli need to calm down n think things thru... yet i chose to run away.... am i a coward?? yes i think i am..... haiz....

9/13/2004 10:05:00 PM

heYo peeps... back again... yea its finally holiday!!!! so happy!!! but at the same time... i'm so busy!!!! busy slacking!!! hahahaha..... n i dun haf time to do my work or study.... oh my god... this is realli bad... got lots of stuff to do lor... yet i've made plans to slack n slack.... hahahaa.... die le lah.... not enuff time for me!!! haiz...
anyway... today went for ntu fun bowl... didnt bowl well.. but i had fun... enjoyable.... hee... den went for facial wif june in the evening... kinda exciting... i fell aslp while doing the facial... ahahha.. coz it feels too good... hahaha anyway i juz reach home lor... went for supper.... den saw jas.... so qiao.... hmm.. sianz... time to go slp... tml still needa go study n do my report.... byez...=)

9/12/2004 09:42:00 AM

thanx for all the concern my dear frenz..... i noe u all will always be there for me.... realli love ya guys.... juz wanna let u noe dat i'm fine... realli... i'm okie.... i will be strong... i will learn to be independent... i haf to... i juz need time to get over things.... but i will be happy... i will make sure dat i will live my life to the fullest.... coz i promise him i will be happy no matter wat happens.....